Welp, I haven't updated my journal in a while so I thought it was about time I get around to doing so, lul. Nothing much to say, though. Marching season is about to come to a close; we went to our last contest Friday and got pretty good scores, though the judges were stupid. -.- We should have gotten better =\

So I haven't been drawing pretty much anything 8D Been checking here all the time for other deviations and such. Need to get back in the game and start drawin' stuff again, lul. I've been doodling here and there, and made a pretty cool little bear skull in my English notebook that I'm thinkin' about scanning. If you really want to pay attention to what I'm drawing your best luck is in my scraps; I'm prolly gonna be uploading a bit in there, nothing too important though.

Still feeling down, and every once in a while I'll get this little twinge in my stomache and I'll almost cry, then force myself to forget about it. I can't handle any more crying. I had a dream about her last night, though. Can't say it was good, but she looked exactly the same as I remember her... Her voice, her personality, and even the way she smelled, was all exactly the same. I miss her so much... She was practically what tied me down. I talked to her all the time, even though she would every once in a while veer off course and start talking about something I had no interest in. I really miss her. Sometimes I actually think I hear her voice when I go to her house. It's engraved in my mind, her muffled voice sounding from deeper within the house than where I'm at. It's... Lonely. I still feel that way. Lonely. Really, really lonely. I don't have anyone to watch tv with at night anymore. Staying up until around one watching weird ER shows on the health channel.